My beloved uncle left this world yesterday.
He was a great guy and i loved him.
All the memories of him will forever live in our hearts.
Semoga dia ditempatkan bersama orang2 yang beriman. Sesungguhnya allah lebih menyayangi dia.
; 11:01 PM
Nuwul! u make me goo CRAZYYYYY!
oooh lala....spending time with this girl this 2 days has made me soo crazy, hyper and everything else....I like!...I love you darl=)
I know i might be too blunt and direct sometimes that i end up hurting peoples feelings with my words...if u just ask me to sit by the side, observe and dun say anything, i dun think im capable of that....
*[you], stop with all those hintings, and [you] stop with an sms or call every 5mins, ive said and heard enuf you] thanks for all those words u said and lastly [you] i wana talk to u.
; 1:33 PM
Saturday 20th Oct 07
Rs Graduates 2004

The Excos organized an alumni for ex student and i met up wif NaNa, Chuan Lim, shu hui, insyirah, the malay guys and some other peeps. it was great being able to catch up with one another especially with chuan lim and shu hui.
Chuan lim ( the guy who sits behind me in class ). me , vid, him and siddiq always entertain each other a lot. he and siddiq used to sleep in class a lot and me and vid had to wake them up and "save" them. He's funny and entertaining =)
Shu hui and i can really talk quite a lot to each other although both of us used to be one of the quieter girls in class ( believe me ppl i used to be really quiet ).
and of course nana one of my closest girlfrens in sec sch.
Looking forward to more of such meetings! This time of course with our Ms Vidya around. i miss her lots. waiting for her to come back Singapore next month.
; 9:56 AM
First day of Raya
We all wore different colour clothes for this year..i LOVE my White baju kurung...first time since 362632years im wearing baju kurung for raya..normally it would be baju kebaya....haha
This years raya was not as great as the previous years. I guess because of the things that happen, the mood was just not there and there was really a lacking of my aunties/uncles/cuzzins at my grandparents house. How i miss the atmosphere of the previous years. ouh wells at least i have my cutesy lil cuzzins to make me smile.

2nd day of Raya
Went to all my aunties and uncles house from my mum side. a total of 8-10 houses. i think this year macam lekas gitu dah manage to visit most of the house of the important ppls...
I love the visiting, the cookies, the food, the asking of forgiveness, the people and of course the duit raya too =) ryka was singing for me the high school musical song...super cute!

*the delete button
; 10:16 PM
Im Currently in LOVE with my hands....
all thanks to ASH..yay!
my hands look soo pretty now...she did for me, sal, banu and carolyn in 1/2 hr....shes really really Good at it...
my pretty hands
Last but not leasti would like to wish all my fellow muslim friends
Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin

* Getting over it
; 1:53 PM
i feel the change in me and no i do not like it one bit...its scaring me!
Pardon me people if i have not been a good company to be around with.
*over time it becomes a habit, i dun want it to reach that stage.
; 11:48 PM
azzah says:
ni...
azzah says:
u ok tak?
azzah says:
muka macam sedih aje...
ouh my gawd I was soo shocked when I got that msn a few minutes ago. Really speechless. Shes the last person I though would actually realize and coming from her, its really shocking. And she actually manage to make me smile.. surprise surprise! And wats more surprising is that before she left for home, she came to my seat and hug me and told me not to be sad anymore. Im shocked, overwhelmed and everything else. All this time, I thought she wouldn’t really care about me/us. I guess I was wrong.
She still cares and im comforted by that thought.
; 3:44 PM
The atmosphere in the room was soo tense..one by one each of us started to break down.
Nothing else could be done except to remain strong for each other...=(
Ouh wells lets just move on to happier stuffs...Its depressing enough thinking about it..
Celebrated eliza's birthday on monday. i came back to sch to surprise her. It was really funny coz nuwul and eliza actually walked past the place where me and seatea was hiding.I panic when i saw them and me and seatea ended up running haywire before we hide behind a pole. but even though there was a glitch in the plan, overall it went rather well. we manage to really shock her..=) and liy, come back soon and be in the pictures!
And today i was laughing to myself in class when i receive nuruls sms. She had a dream last nite about me, eliza and her being a relief teacher in a school full of ghosts..The dream was just soo comical..
This days people have been having weird and funny dreams about me...shafiqs dream was funny too..soo fantasy-like. me? i was just plain tired to have any dreams.
*Thanks for all the care and concern..i appreciate it..
; 2:00 PM