Been edges since i last blog.....been really busy the past few days wat with helping my mum out and going to and fro the hospital...phew...

yey! Finally Singapore made a right choice....Joakims finally out...Well he got the looks but this is a singing competition after all not a Mr Singapore contest or watsoever...I notice when Paul Twohill and Joakim was standing on stage waiting to be eliminated there was rather a huge number of people crying for them and they are mostly malay girls...sheesh...i dun see the crowd crying when an intelligent doctor died or watsoever and this are just normal people like us who just have a talent in another area so wats the use of all those tears...issint it rather stupid ...on national tv some more ppl see u crying for ur someone???

Anyway really love Monday lots coz the 4 of us went out again....i dunnoe y but sth seems to always happen when we're out together...guys just cant stop staring at us...and there was this 3 pakcik who was cleaning high up at the esplanade and when we were walking at the bridge, he shouted at us and said..jalan tu baik2 sikit....and then he was waving at us....i just couldnt stop laughing at themlah...Anyways we finally watched lovewrecked....it was rather funny i shud say...the bestfrens still got together in the end...typical...Is there really no such thing as a girl and a guy being best frens but not falling for each other?...



Anyways i kind of scolded someone ytd coz i was just so pissed with him...He can sms me saying he loves me so much?.....Liking me is one thing...Loving me is another and this one is Loving me so much....I guess this kind of thing will never ever ends...one guy keeps coming after another and staying to wait for me.....i told them not to..they just refused to listen..so watever....
me?....i wana fulfill my dream of studying in Auzi...all this can wait....not interested to choose any of them for now also.....

MY dads finally home from the hospital....Woohoo...im so happy and relieved at the same time.....but my bodys aching and im like feeling so so sleepy....been going to and fro the hospital for the previous 2 days..not been sleeping well also...will update more tmr...meanwhile sayo nara...

Thanks guys for all that care and concern...appreciate it..

Memories Memories and More Memories.... Thinking about it brings the memories of one of the best moments in my life.....
the happiness we shared....The way I love to tickle u guys...The days we would wear the same type of shirt...the times we were hyper and jump ard at the same time enjoying ourselves...the times we love disturbing one another.....the laughs we had....
all this will remain in my heart...

U 3 girls never fails to make my day and im so so glad to meet u guys and become close frens...I enjoy every single hour, mins and seconds wif u guys...

Dearest Azzah...the eldest in the grp...She can be so cute sometimes with her blurness....but beneath that we have quite a number of common things between us....Remain sweet my dear and im sure u can achieve ur aim of going University of Queensland...We'll still hang out wif each other even then alright...Singles club rox...hehe

Sweetie Nurul....She can really cracks me up wif all the random things she said..and the way she do it with that selambe face....gosh....Its nice to lean on u and get ur warmth...and i just love it when ure hyper..Ure such a nice and sweet girl.....All the best in finding 4 ur dream guy ya...U deserve the best..nth less...

Darling Liyana....separated by only one day apart...The loud one who can makes lots and lots of different type of noises...The way we feel about things are so so similar that its so cool to finally have someone who feels like i do...and being able to understand...wish u all the best with ur boyfee...i still wana be ur flower girl for ur wedding u noe...hehe

I simply Love the 3 of u the way u are so just remain tat way aiite....

Anyways made a surprise video for them .....slept at 4am coz of it..but it was all worth it...boy they were really touched by it...liyana even cried....hehe....Missing u guys already and our W36K classmates.....wana hug u guys so tight again...

Yey! Change blog skin and i really love this skin....my favourite colours...white, black and pink(not really my fav colour)...And thanks dearie for changing it for me....
Anyways been quite sometime since i last update...actually been watching the korean drama gong...its so nice i tell u...im like so so addicted to it now...Let me start on last week.....

Thursday
it was my happy happy day.... Since morning been smilling non-stop....hehe firstly pharmoco lesson ended at 1145 ..imagine dat...we just had a discussion for the third meeting and then she ended the class.....first time we ended so early...super cool i tell u...then wat do we do..TAKE CLASS PICTURES!!...hahah..we are a bunch of cam-whores..



Nana told me she was hungry so i decided to buy for her rice, chicken and sambal goreng and to surprise her...and she was lah...hehe....

Me and azzah then went to causeway coz i wanted to eat old chang kee so much...otw out of sch there was this eurasian guy who was giving out flyers...he smiled and me and gosh..hes super duper cute i tell u.i simply love his eyes and smile..to me tats the first thing i notice abt ppl...their smile and eyes and i simply cudnt help it when i saw him...gosh.... ..i realise azzah and i do have a lot in common...really....finally we have sth in common.but im not going to say wat it is here....we were so hyper throughout the way...even stopping to play with mimosa plants....hehehe

Went home with nana and end up i made us lost our way....it was so funnylah....i wanted to walk to a new route and ended up i was actually walking in cirles.....poor nana....and she sent me home even waiting for me to go up the lift before she leaves....like my boyfriend only seh...

Friday..
Was not feeling good in the morning but azzah cheered me up...that girl really didlah with her words...and she even bought for me ice blended mocha to cheer me up...so sweetlah that girl...And i realised that azzah and me have so much in common actually...really a lot...hehe

At night played badminton with azzah, my bro and hui jie...Hui Jie was so cute....He was chasing after the cats for me as he knows im afraid of cats and that stupid cat keep coming near me...Tat guy is simply sweet...gosh i realised theres so many many sweet people around me....

Saturday...
Azzah came over and we watch gong...then went to our normal hill to fly kite....azzahs kite couldnt go up...funnylah she....she was running and panting and it still didnt want to fly...

I manage to watch My super ex girlfren....i think that show is super super lamelah....not worth watching....

Sunday
Went to Ustaz Hasan soons wedding.....was wearing the new kebaya mak juju made for me...its kinda nice....But u noe the pair of married couple were so opposite.....one pair was very thin...the other pair was very fat.....such a combination...hahaha.....very funnylah...

Monday
Ytd...Cherry taught me in class and boy i was nervouslah...haha...
Then found out that my dad have to go to the hospital so i rushed down there. Well found out he has some gall bladder stones and needs to have screening on sat before they decide wat to do wif it...
Ate KFC....yummy yum....I love crispy chicken.....

The pics me and nurul took in class when we were bored.... took one wif liyana too..

I guess im really loving my life right now...
Somethings are still not rite but wats important is that im happy leading my life now.....
Especially with my bunch of crazy close frens in class.....
They always never fails to make my day...Sch is so much fun with them around....
Guess wat, We actually had a makeover for one another last saturday and it was way fun...i love it...act only wana become ppls makeup artist when i dun even noe how to really use the make up myself....hehehe.... azzah look really different and pretty after the makeover...I look like some barbie doll lah...sheesh.. im still looking for my Ken.....lols

Just take a look at the wonders of makeup.....


I think i look so fake with makeup.....

Been watching sad love movies this few days..Tat day watch Fanaa and on Monday watch A walk to remember with the girls at my house.....It makes me wonder. Can anyone ever love someone so so much until he is willing to sacrifice and do everything for her?....Does true love like the one in the movie really exist? I guess in actual life it can never be as perfect as we see it and we want it....Tat only happens in movies and fairytales....

Love? Its such a strong word and i dun get it how people can use it just like dat. Do they even noe wat it really means....?
Boy:I think im seriously in love with u
Girl: I dun think u even noe the meaning of love? i dun think what u feel for me is love....its just pure infatuation or crush. u dun even noe wat love really means and ure saying u love me?...
Boy: But i noe dat i do

Gosh.....please dun say u love me when u dun even noe me...No more love for me for now....Once is enuf..im just not interested....all this is not important for me....i just wana strive for my dream...
I believe wats there will always be there....no use thinking abt it. If ure fated to be together, no matter how long, in the end u will still end up together, but if ure not fated..no matter how much u love that person...how long uve stead with him/her, ull end in a breakup....
so y not just live ur life to ur fullest now...all that can come later....

*u noe that ure suffering there but ure just too egoistic to admit it...Just who are u trying to kid? me? Just wake up will u!

Girls Night out!! Had so much FUN...

My backs aching so badly....argh....spent my national day today at my cuzzins place. Played basketball with my cuzzins, aunts, uncles....almost the whole family played..including azzah who i invited to come play wif us. The game was really fun and cool and i enjoyed it so much..
managed to catch the fireworks from ika's house...we were practically shouting and cheering everytime we saw the fireworks...gosh..haha....
Tmr still need to be in sch when my siblings and cuzzin have holidays..i miss sec sch days.

*i hate to say this but im actually missing him...even had a dream abt him last nite....its freaking me out..

Hyper Hyper and more Hyper.....
Today is a really cool day. My whole class wore either red or white (except for an extra person who wore black) ....
And we were cam whoring the whole time in class..for the first time priya wore skirt to class and she looks good indeed......hahaha..this class makes me so hyper all the time....I love u guys!!....
(Ill upload the pictures later)..

I cudnt really concentrate in class just now coz there was a guy who was being so mushy towards me that he gave me the creeps...he was talking to me on msn....u noe wat he said...im his dream girllah, he like all the qualities in me..im pretty..there is no one else like me......etc etc...I was really very frank towards him....i think he mite have felt the hurt there...i dun want to lead people on...im just not interested so no point also....

Anyways i passed my final theory evaluation..yey!...full marks some more u noe....hahaha.....waiting for my basic theory test this sat. hopefully ill pass....

Time just passes very very fast .......The scar that i got one year ago while cycling at east coast scan still be seen..even after so long its still at my leg.......I guess that just says the same too to certain things....no matter how long time pass the scars at the heart can never be rid off....Even when we no longer feel anything towards it...the scar will always remain....Would things have been different if i did not go to east coast? Would it be different if i did not know the things he told me on this day last year? Perhaps this is all plan by the person above. I guess this is wat u call fate.....

Saturday...
A day of hyper, fun, memories, i was just real happy on tat day...

Start the day by meeting the girls at Orchard mrt. Then proceeded to hilton hotel for the Australian University open house. Im really glad i went there....i really love Australia u noe...my dream country..Guess ive not really been studying hard enuf all this time....have to start to seriously sit down and study to get into either the University of Queensland or the University of Western Australia.Bachelor in Biomedical Science....tats my aim for now....


We actually walk from orchard all the way to bugis.....by the time we reach bugis my legs was really aching...Wanted to walk to esplanade but i had to go off early to meet my parents so decided to head for bugis instead. On the way pass istana park...the environment makes me feel as in im in some fairyland and thats when i start my hyper mood. I was walking through the path holding liyana's hand walking like some princess and twirling her ard. I was pretending she was like my prince and all...hahaha...gosh cant believe i did tat...but it was real fun though....
Liyana said she feels so insecure walking beside me coz all the mats keep looking at me as they pass by.....i din even realise people were looking at me...i guess im always this blur....
took neoprints at bugis. and then had to rush to meet my parents at little india as they wanted to eat at Komala villa's...


was waiting for fireworks to start..boredom= take pictures...

We then proceeded to esplanade to watch the fireworks....gosh there was really lots and lots of people there.We were practically squeezing past all the people to stand somewhere in the middle of the esplanade bridge to catch a glimpse of the fireworks.However i felt all that squeezing and waiting for the firework was really worth it....the bright spectrum of colours that i withness complete with romantic italian music was mind blowing...gosh..i really love fireworks so much...the atmosphere was really romantic...in the future down the road, i wish to watch it with my other half....not now...i dun even half anyone in mind now.....
Anyways met ika after the fireworks and we had a memory walk down boat quay area....that place holds a lot of memories for me...memories of my cuzzins and i...hehehe
And ya..on the way home, Ika caught one of the guy from this huge group of guys trying to take my pic....how stupid can tat be...and i din even realise it....


Just take a look at all this...mind blowing isint it....



Juz love all this pics....

Sunday...
Went kite flying at the hill near my house......its been ages since i went kite flying and i really enjoyed it a lot....My kite was a bit crazy though..it kept flying here and there, flying up and down and i had a hard time controlling it. Well i guess in a way our life is like flying a kite too. There is time where we want to try new things and soar high but sometimes there is obstacles that will bring us down. We must noe when to hold it tight and when to let things go....Im going kite flying again next wee....wee

i dun noe why sadness have been overwhelming me from yesterday....like azzah say my face like so moody ytd....i dunnoe....i just have this sad sad feeling in me....and its making me have no mood for anything.....Even now..sadness is really overwhelming me.....

Well, been very busy lately with my sas talks. Been the emcee for the past 3 days. Although ive done it so many times b4, On monday my knees was practically shivering while i was giving out the talk. But wells, after a day or two, ive improved and could talk fluently. hehe
My classmates were so sweet....while i was speaking ytd they were cheering for me and wei yang even shouted out my name...hahahah....cutelah they all....

Anyways my whole body is aching now...had a badminton session with azzahra, nurul and my siblings yesterday. played for almost 2 hours. Azzah played rather well..she manage to beat all of us...and end up today she cant even walk properly in sch as her leg was aching...muscle strain....hahaha...

Wells the new managing comittee for sa was appointed today and wells i predicted correctly the year 2 and year 3 who would be in mc. It was rather obvious actually....Well hopefully they are able to run it well....A 5 days teambuilding camp for sa.....wow....so long...impressive....first time....

*why must guys be so egoistic....is that difficult to bring down that ego sometimes?