I PASSED! WooHoo..... Ive got my driving license!...
Im super ecstatic..after about 4 months of going to and fro to Bukit Batok Driving Centre i finally can take a break from going there again except for my dad's company anniversary tat is. The waiting time was nerve wrecking and i was so unlucky to get one of the tougher test routes, furthermore it was raining heavily and i haven really drove in such a weather before but alhamdulillah i pass with 14 points. Its a wonder how my grandfather can knew about it. A few days before my test, i met my grandfather at a kenduri and he told me (translanted to eng) " Dun worry later the tester will tick the paper. He'll tick here and there and ull get 14 points. and tats exactly what happened on the actual test. Its so cool how he can know. Actually im gona miss going to BBDC. I kind of enjoy going there and saying hi to the people there. Almost all the instructors there know me....4 being my dad's daughter.....im remembered as the instructor who has a chinese- looking daughter..... haha..

I owe this sucess to my dad. He was the one who taught me, coach me, scolded me to make me remember all the things that i should. And he came down earlier to work to support me...Actually my family, aunties , cuzzins all wanted to come down and support me but i din want to...i feel more stressed if i see a lot of people observing me there....but thanks for all the wishes anyways =)

After applying for my driving license, met my mum, bro, sis, fauzi , fairuz and Haris at Yishun. They wanted to play bowling coz they said it cost so much more to play it at Australia. We had 2 games each. Well my bro and i won for the first set but fairuz won all of us in the second set. He suddenly became good when he kept getting zero in the first set. All thanks to the name fatima..haha...we realise that whenever we cange his name to fatimah he will get a strike and when we change i to other names, he'll end up losing....fairuz and Haris kept making fun and changing all our names throughout the games without us knowing. Cheeky kids. Once they change my name to Hot Gal. I was shocked and asked who changed it. Then Haris answered "Me...Fairuz thinks ure hot"....When Haris said that Fairuz turned so red. So cute...
We played pool after that and its kind of fun...i actually managed to win my bro which is very surprising coz im not actually good in it...

Well the previous day all of us went to the jurong east swimming complex and swam for around 8 hours. Now my face is like super red and tanned...and my back is burnt. just like some strip zebra....haha...but i realy enjoyed going out with the kids. they are so fun and cute....

24th December 06
Happy Birthday to my dearest Sister...

My darling sister with the dress i got her

Well this year we did not really have a birthday party for her...so we went out as a family to celebrate her birthday. And i got her a Disney Princess Dress which is Hot Pink. I think its really nice. Wana get her some dresses at this fashion initially but none suits her so went taka and found the disney dress. Luckily for that....She really got a lot of Disney stuffs for presents this year... And all her beloved Snow White. Shes really happy about that...

Well i guess abt the incident..i dun really wish to talk much about it....i wouldnt have flared up so badly if i didnt CARE...but wats past is past.....

I cried when u guys treat me like this when i did not even shed a tear when i broke up wif my ex and u can say i love him......ASSUMPTIONS!.....i din tell u but u can see...watever...at least i din bother telling people lies.....Confused confused? is that the best reason u can come up with? Thats such a lousy excuse!

Ure are a DESPO! Hah...i asked him and he said u were the one who ask him for stead.....so LOOK WHOSE TALKING!..
Of course i dunnoe u...i realise that after this incident......... and i dun even want to know u now and anymore in the future..

You LIED 2 Me
You BETRAYED My Trust
U HURT Me So Much

And u say i accused u of all those stuff? Go and do some reflection will u! After the KL incident u said urself that uve forgotten him, u said urself that u no longer love him....u said urself that u like budi and its not because of him...u could call me when ure upset, u could tell me abt budi etc, and u cannot tell me uve stead wif him? u said u cannot find time to tell me....woah...i wonder where all the phone in the world go to...After saying there was no time to tell me then u said u were not ready to tell....hah...

I asked u on sat nite ....i asked u if u still love him....u said u dunnoe....then u said no i dun love him.....and the next day u can ask him for stead...A person who said no will never ask!...if tats not lying wats tat?...I felt so betrayed that both of u so close to me could make such a big decision and NOT READY TO TELL ME!.......Wat do u treat me as A FOOL! I stood by u all this while, i gave u advice truthfully, watever questions u ask me whether to give him up i answered truthfully and when the time comes, u just PUSH me aside just like tat...wow...thanks ar...i noe how important i am to u now...

And now after everything happen then u said ouh ya i was using budi to forget him.....when u keep denying when i told u tat the last time....Go and think back abt all the things uve told me and figure out urself which is the truth and which is the lie...i dun bother anymore....Ive hurt u with my words.....and dont u think all ur words and actions hurts me so much more...U NEVER THINK!

And it WASNT U who told me abt it...IT WAS HIM!....so stop all ur crap abt telling me first....IF he didnt tell me...i wonder till when ure gona keep it from me!

U know me well enuf to noe the principles that i hold to...I can NEVER accept it if people betrayed my trust...
LIVE WITH THE CONSEQUENCES!

Been one long busy week packed with lots of activities. Had chiron camp on last Thursday and Friday, Me being the OIC of a camp for the first time. I guess it was rather sucessful although there was hiccups here and there. Im sick of chicken now after we had to finish around 30 mac wings. I love the water games though. It was fun being able to sabo people. haha. I guess i enjoyed the whole experience though it made me sick that nite i cam back from camp. Had to be forced to eat medicine and go doctor. Yucks.

Well my dad rented a mini van for the next 2 days so on Sat my family, ika and Uncle Sam's family ( my uncle from Australia) went to west coast park. I have 4 cute cuzzin, Fauzi, Fairuz, Haris and Khairie. Khairie was still so small and was only crying all the way. Its so funny to hear them speak in that auzi accent. But it was super fun playing with them. Ive never enjoyed myself so much. We keep having competitions as to who could climb the tall spider web first.
We ate at the West Coast Centre there and sent them home. And the guys played soccer at the link house. I was just sitting with ika when fauzi said to me; " i want u to play". haha...i din noe how to play much so i volunteered to be the goalkeeper. played a few rounds and haris was super cute whenever we wana change and form a new team he will quickly come to me and my brother and said "the 3 of us is one team". i was laughing all the way coz i noe him being the smallest he couldnt play that well and wanted good backups...Had seafood after tat with abg an and cherry. Yummy...I love seafood...

On sunday, picked ika up and went to East Coast park. Wanted to cycle but it was raining heavily so we ended up playing bowling instead. Shopped around at Parkway for kakak mas present and met her for seafood dinner, Had squids, prawns and the chilli crabs was really delicious.

Monday, went to Johor to wath movie and window shopping. We watch Haunted Apartment. Not really as scary to me but i saw ika and my sister was practically hugging all the way. haha..
Went around looking at stuffs, had pizza Hut and KFC and went home.

Today was practically a lazy day, It was raining heavily the whole day and i decided to just stay at home and rest...enjoyed the sleep. Till then.
Photos for the camp will be updated soon.

Betrayal and lies. I guess i din mean anything much to u...u both hurt me...thanks so much!

Went out wif ika and my sis yesterday and boy we really enjoyed ourselves lots...

We went from bugis...Esplanade...to Marina ...to Plaza Sing..
Its really fun going out just the 3 of us....We took neoprints, took lots and lots of pictures and tried on lots of different dresses....I guess its weird but im actually loving dresses now..haha
and i met nuwul darling and ahem ahem at marina....i was shocked but really glad to see her too....
Looking forward to future outings like this again...

Anyways ill be off to camp tmr...kinda nervous as im overall in charge for this but wells nurul , liyana and azzah will be there too and tats gona make the whole tHing fun..yay!

*If one day, ure not the one i choose, i hope we'll still be frens..

Holidays is cool, giving me space to do the things i like, like reading, just slacking in bed, go out shopping etc and thats what i have been doing for the past few days....

In just a short 3 days i have finished reading 3 thick novels something which i can never do during school days...and i enjoy every bit of it...Been going out alot be it for window shopping or shopping for lots of different stuffs..

And ive been having lots and lots of happy hormones everyday; thanks to all the chocolates in the fridge...People just love giving us chocolates...my uncle from Australia gave us a big cadburry bar and tim tam choco biscuit, my dad's trainee gave him a huge plastic bag of chocolates from Dubai and all of them taste so goooooD..... Imagine the amount of chocolate in my fridge. Ive been eating them every single day but the amount doesnt seem to decrease at all....

Anyways Yesterday the whole family went to Orchard. We wanted to see the christmas lights, decorations , atmosphere etc. We do that every year actually. I just like the atmosphere at Orchard during christmas season, It makes everything seems so nice....And the 3 siblings wore white and gold nike shoes and body glove shirts...haha

Bears as big as us... And why is he having 2 of them?

We wana kill Him for taking an extra bear..

*perhaps i shud start treasuring u.....

Yay!
Todays the last day of sch and im so estatic over it....but my happiness is not meant to last...
I seriously need a break from sch, meetings and workshops....but...tmr morning i have to wake up earlier than i do for normal sch and go for my driving lesson. After my driving lesson i have to go back to sch for the camps dry run....ouh man...another day gone just like tat and it was meant to be my first day of school holidays...super sadlah....

Ouh wells...anyways i attended a cardio marathon with Azzah last Thursday...boy it was super duper fun. We started off with more than half an hour of aerobics which left all of us really exhausted. Then we had kick boxing followed by Jazz and Salsa. I enjoyed it so much. I especially LOVE jazz..the moves are so cool... 3 hours straight of all this activities....and it left me wif bad muscle cramps for 4 days...i was practically limping in school...sheesh...

Sat was abg An's and Cherry's engagement. It was suppose to be a happy event but grandfather fall flat from the wheelchair. He had bruises on his head ...luckily after doing the X Ray the doctor find out that it was all fine...

Got to organise my time properly for this holidays...I still have my camp and workshops and on top of that i must finish up my PP and of course driving....wana finish it up as early as possible so that ill be free...

* i guess i just dun want tat...its no use u asking again and again...