Today was a really really good day...

i was happy looking forward to my last day at work...i want my social life...and got to take a break for myself wats wif fyp starting and all...

Then in the morn otw to the mrt station i saw him...i was seriously surprised. after all its been 6 years since ive really met him face to face...and hes really tall and good looking...looks so chinese..and i cant hep but remember all those times years ago when we kept disturbing each other..me call him short and him calling me giraffe and all....now im the short one...he used to be the popular guy in sch...girls will literally flock ard him in sch even when we were literally only pri sch kids...while i was there wondering wat they saw in him and now i finally saw it...it was like woah, my heart skipped a beat..anyways i was walking behind him and his fren...i wanted to get 8 days so i walked beside his fren and cut just right infront of him...i saw him pausing for a while and looking at me....i guess he recognizes me...but i din want to turn and look at him
...but seriously just seeing him all this while made my day and i was smilling sheepishly all the way in the mrt...

at work i was enjoying my last day there walking all over the places seeing it for perhaps the last time...even when it rains while out for lunch it didnt manage to spoilt my mood coz as i was abt to get drenched, there was tHis lady which came and shared her umbrella wif me...like how sweet is tat...

at the end of the day i personally went to each of my collegue and express my gratitude to them...This collegues of mine are one of the best peple ive met...although i might be just a temp staff, they made me feel so belong...they have guided me wif patience, care for me and it was just so overwhelming for me tat i had tears in my eyes as i was leaving the office...in this short 6 weeks plus, i have form a bond with this people whom ive never met at all all this time and im glad to have met them and able to learn so much from this job...

*here comes my social life!

My work place has become a chinese speaking territory this days, Every since my collegues knew i could speak chinese, they've been speaking chinese to me all the way...and i actually replied all back in chinese..haha..i actually feel comfortable taking to them in chinese...They all call me xiomei (small sis) now...and evelyn actually took a pic of me wif her phone saying she wana keep it as a memory .. she keep commenting i look so sweet in the pic...haha

Without realising, ive actually form a bond with these people...They are all so nice, having lots of patience teaching me, guiding me all the way..after all i no nuts abt accounting..they treat me to snacks all the time, they made me feel a sense of belonging there though i might just be a temp staff. im gona miss all this when i leave the company but its just inevitable i guess...lets just make the best of the time left...


* Darls, i miss u people lots....cant wait for the meetup..

We Love the waters

sexy enuf?

My sis & her bf

They mean the world to me

Nth can get me down

Hobbies=taking pic

Carefree

Went over to k.Mas house to help do bunga telur for her wedding...Its actually very nice...lilies with towels inside...so pretty...went swimming wif ika and sis...didil was so funny...tried to act emo but cannot make it...

Im still not feeling well....and how can i ever get well when everyones at work is like sick too...the disease is like all over....the latest one to get sick is my boss...She was sneezing and coughing all the way just like me...it was as if both of us took turns just to sneeze and cough....but her condition is worst than mine....her voice now is like so sexy...haha..tats actually wat she keeps saying whenever she called the clients, her collegues etc...

Ouh wells the only thing that cheers me up at work is the peeps and Class 95fm. Class 95fm accompanied me throughout my whole 9 hours at work...whenever im stressed out..ill just sing to whatever song tat was playing on air...The peeps at work are all so nice...even the boss....they treat me very well......and just recently found out they are crazy over korean drama too and one of my collegue even brought a goong-princess hours calender to work....i photocopied it...so cute...

even the people who are not in my department are like super friendly and a lot of them ask about me...most of them actually thought i was doing accounting in poly..they were surprised that i was doing biomed.....haha...me and accounting just doesnt go together...to me this is just a learning experience...after all i noe im not going to do any more work regarding accounting in the future so y not try it now...

I just like trying stuffs. i want to be able to say ive done tat even though it might be once but to me it makes a whole lot of difference..just like i used to have the phobia of height but whenever i saw something new even though it expects me to go high up or watsoever ill still try it and now ive overcomed that phobia...perhaps one day ill overcome my phobia of cats and ull actually see me hugging one (the thought of doing tat enters my mind and it freaks me out) ...but ouh wells who noes rite i might actually do tat. life is too short...we should experience new things and make the best out of it...


*im missing the times we spent together..

Saturday

Went out wif family to see the budget terminal. Its considered super super small compared to the terminal 1 & 2 but it reminds me of some portion of perth international airport just tat of course perth one is so much bigger...


anyways went to parkway after tat...Wana get a shirt for my dad but there wasnt any decent one ard end up not buying anything and eating at kfc instead..









Sunday
went to suntecs IT fair and gosh there was so so many people that we had to squeeze through to walk..it was tat crowded. I got for myself a sony Cybershot digi cam. Mum paid half for me....sweetness...


A personal digi cam.......so peeps we can camwhore more when we go out.

ARGH!

I hate this..i cant seem to breathe properly...The evil flu virus has attacked me since ytd and causes me to sneeze all day long at work...and my immune system is not helping much...i wonder if they decided to take a break....Come on ...i need to get well...and my throat hurts...argh!

*the heart makes a person beautiful

CHANGES

Everything ard us is constantly changing be it the time, place, situations, and of course the people too. As we grow we change be it physically or character wise. We'll become more matured, confident, attractive (ehem2), intelligent perhaps. We cant deny that during the process of growing up, we undergo a lot of changes. Its good if we change for the better, after all who doent want to be a better person but sometimes during this process of maturing and finding ourselves we tend to get strayed somewhere. To me a change can be divided in two categories. One is changing physically, the other is character wise. Changing physically can gives a surprise to the people who once know that person.....hmm let me give an example..theres this classmate of mine..same class in pri 5 & 6, he use to disturb me a lot...i browse through friendster and saw this cute, tall, fair mix guy and when i looked closer, it was actually him..gosh he changed a lot...how did he sudd become so fair when he used to be so tanned?(all thanks to fair and lovely). i mean like seriously, its such an obvious change.

AT least changing physically is not as scary as changing characterwise. Wat if one day u saw the same hair, same eyes, same face but u dun seem to recognize the person inside? Its just like suddenly an evil twin of that person just emerged in front of you. And its not easy accepting this new person as someone u knew, someone u used to be close to, someone u thought u knew well enuf, well this new person is far from that...this new person is a stranger who has invaded the body of a fren u once knew and cared for..Are u supposed to think of her as someone u knew and were once closed to or accept that person as a new person? a new friend?..

To me....It takes a really strong person to change for the better coz that person will have to overcome all the hurdles, the evil side which will keep on pushing and pushing and not letting it change for the better....and most people just dun bother and try accepting this new side of theirs....and moreover if that person has the support of the so called frens ard her, it just makes it so much worst isnt it? I believe its all up to the individual..



*i am as i am and will always be...Perhaps u can pretend to be who ure not but i cant. if i dun like it means i dun...and i dun like this new u and will never like it....i tried to help..i even tried to accept this new u but i cant lie that i dun like it....i care but perhaps to u its more of a bother and you prefer this new u and the circle of frens ard u..i dun seem to noe u anymore..Im leaving you to your world...Goodbye 4ever.....