so one week has passed since ive arrived back in this sunny island. ive been to suntec, sentosa, and pretty much all around stuffing myself with all the foods that i have missed while im there. It felt a little different this time round. Its hard to explain but after soo long of being lonely and doing things by myself, it feels good to be surrounded by soo much attention and love.

the love ones that came to fetch me

looking tired after the 8 hours of sleepless flight

Surprise birthday celebration for dad




throughout the good times, the bad times, the lonely times, the crying times, always being there for me and not giving up on me, and now that im back, showering me with soo much love and trying their best to make me happy. i just have to enjoy this while it last. Love the fam and i love u bf.
i cant wait to meet up with more ppl during this short trip back here.
wishing for time to stop; 9:02 AM
I can’t read your mind
I need you to say it
Plain and simple
I would give my life to you
Everything you needed
Baby I would be it
You’re the only one I talk to
Who really knows me
Tells me shows me
That it’s enough sometimes just to be myself
I don’t want nobody else
They don’t understand
That I gave away my heart
The moment that I shook your hand
Take my breath away
Buy me anything I ask
Go anywhere I wanna go
I traded everything just to know
Chorus
Let me know you love me
Let me know you care
Let me know you’re thinking of me
When I can’t be there
Let me know you miss me
Call me up sometimes
I don’t wanna go but boy you gotta let me know
Stop and listen
It’s my thoughts calling your name
Screaming out the way I feel
I wish you would do the same
I think you might be on the same border
Same line same page
I’m tired
Listening to your silence brings the water to my eyes
I don’t want nobody else
They don’t understand
That I gave away my heart
The moment that I shook your hand
Don’t let me in the dark
Let this blind over my eyes
If you don’t feel the same
Is everything we have a lie?
Chorus
Please give me a reason to stay
Gotta get us back on track
Cause the worst thing is
Loving someone who doesn’t love you back
I think you do but I need you to say it
I can’t read your mind
Tell me from time to time
I need you to say it
Need you to tell me (2x)
Chorus
I can’t read your mind
I need you to say it (2x)
Let me know you love me
Let me know you care

*cant wait
Just Let me Know; 7:33 PM
Prac exam is finally over..no more looking at picture of cells, connective tissues, fibrins, necrosis, absess, cirrhosis...phew...
3 more assignments and 2 more presentations to go!
*i miss my poly days with my frens =(
time is not on my side; 12:19 AM
Its amazing that i can be patient this long...This is so not the normal me...is it because im immune to it all?
Why shud i even bother caring abt people who constantly doesnt care abt me. They dun bother, they dun care and they dun think and they constantly hurt my feelings....and i thought they were suppose to know better?
i thought there was still sth good in them...but i was wrong.
Dun push my limit anymore. uve pushed it too far.
Its time to let u taste ur own medicine.; 10:32 AM
I know that i have not updated this blog for ages and ages. I just didn't have the mood for blogging like i used to. Life has been pretty fine though there were problems here and there. This sem seems to pass by faster than the last one....Prac exam next week, 2 assignments, 2 reports + presentation and exams next month! the stress is really building up..
and and i cant get a ticket home =(
below are just some random pictures taken here...
The malay Singapore community in Brisbane (though there were a couple of malaysian frens who joined )






my family and him has always been there for me throughout all the difficult times i have here and im really thankful for their support.
I'll make it through no matter how tough it gets....


missing my love ones and frens soo much....
On a lighter note..
Happy 19th Birthday to my dearest bro!
when all i wanted is you; 1:14 PM

I just received this in my mail a few mins ago. Apparently they have this computer/device at marina barrage where u can take instant photo and send it at that point to anyone. So there my whole family with the cousin at Marina Barrage at this moment while 8hrs away, im stuck here at home reading journal article. How pathetic.
Im missing them all and my cheeky boy lots...
far apart; 8:19 PM